What to do

I have only three days left before going back to Vancouver. I feel now that I have a lot of things which I should have done but I didn't. This is the same feeling as I always have had since I was a little boy. I remember I felt like this just before the summer vacation was over when I was an elementary school pupil. I always have the same feeling when I go on a trip or graduate from a school. I guess I'm going to feel just like this when I die. Is it my destiny? I don't like to think like that. I hope to change this feeling but I'm not sure how to change or what to do. This feeling of regret is very depressing and irritates me a lot. Living a life without regret - it's easy to say but extremely difficult to realize.

Comments

[donna]

Look to see what you have accomplished! You have done a lot in the time you have been on earth. Never the regrets, only the positive things you have done.
I enjoy reading your blog because you are a very ambitious young man. You should be very proud of what you have mastered not what could have been...

[mochi]

> donna

Thanks for your encouraging words. I wrote this blog early in the morning when I usually feel most depressed. Of course I've recovered and feel happy now. I think it's a good idea to write a blog when I feel depressed, because I can recover earlier by writing my depressed mind.

[donna]

Yes, I agree with you and are glad that you are back to normal. Writing seems to help the mind heal faster. Hoping your long flight back is enjoyable.